No more surprises

Hey Blue E. here.

I got you a set of earrings for your birthday...
You turned 17 a while ago.

And I told you I have for you a surprise...
You were with your boyfriend.

A Matter of Postclimactic Consequence

So Blue E. wants to go out and experience the world but thus far has come into no significant consequences. Actually, when he did, the consequences were punishments for crimes uncommitted. So Blue E. felt like he oughta commit them. So he did.

Anyways, pragmatically, Blue E. hasn't been through really tough times and so far as a teenager, thinks he'll live forever, like KOI fish. But Blue E. is an elephant not a fish. And sometimes he wonders if, wanting to experience LIFE, he oughta get some consequences, like getting busted for taking drugs or something.

But then even that wouldn't be fair. Blue E. hung out with some polar bears that smoke and chew which is breaking the law but screw that. Then while hanging out some gangster clams came by, and claiming B.E. and the polar bears were on their turf, started to beat up one of the polar bears. Under the law both parties are criminals, but honestly, to Blue E. and to you guys, it seems like the gangsters who beat up the polars are the real bad guys right?

Blue ELEPHANT the Social BUTTERFLY?

You know what Blue.E doesn't get? Blue E. doesn't get how everyone thinks that he's this hyper immature social butterfly. Blue E. isn't a butterfly. He's an elephant. Why?

Elephants are slow thinking thoughtful processing animals with a tough skin on the outside. Blue E. might not have tough skin, but he kinda puts on a mask like we all do right? And Blue E. doesn't think that he looks 12 and acts 11. Blue E. doesn't get why ppl think he's immature. Hyper doesn't mean immature.

Anyways, if Doorstop is reading this, this is for you plus some else Blue E. doesn't talk to anymore.

Hmm... but anyways, Blue E. doesn't expect you to read this so if you do by chance... lemmi kno

So Blue E. doens't get why it's also a certain type of person that characterizes Blue E. like. Most of them are Yellow [furred bears]. Blue E. doesn't even kno how he got this rep. Maybe it's cuz he acts different with Light Brwn Bear than with other bears/Doorstops. Blue E. is pretty emo but see no one likes emo [which in this case isn't emo like depressed but emo as in your literary romantic like Shelley, Lord Byron etc...] unless they're playing like Evanescence or something so Blue E. just acts like an 11 year old.

Blue E. has had a pretty slow and frustrating summer. Maybe God'll send Blue E. a sign or something. Or maybe this is a sign ._O

Foiled

“So you know those little Dove chocolates with messages inside them? I got one from my teach. and when I opened it, the foil wrapping said “Send a love letter this week”. I figured, Hey, sounds good, and maybe I’ll just stick this little foil in the envelope as well. I stick it my pocket and all’s good and that. So Yellow Bear, he and I, we go traipsing in the city, cuz we’re cooler than you, just kiddin’, but ya, we’re lookin’ for speakers right? And I’m like, a’ight I wanna get a CD with some punk rock band. Whatever. And then we get on the train and the conductor comes by and he’s like TICKETS and I’m like, a’ight I got it in my pocket right here, next to my foil reminder. And I take out the contents of my pocket, and sure there’s the ticket there, but no foil.

And I’m just bummed out. But then I figured, hey, maybe someone’ll pick it up and send a letter since, after all, I don’t got anyone to send it to.“